Narcissus 2001Acrylic on Canvas 36" X 44" NOW AVAILABLE IN ARCHIVAL PRINTS The river god Cephissus had long had his eyes on the lovely nymph, Leiriope. In time, their love was consumated and Leiriope grew heavy with child. On the fated day a son was born to her, and being curious about what the future held in store for him, she went to ask a blind seer about his fate. "He will live a long life," said the wise man "but beware that he not set eyes upon his own reflection, for it will be his doom." His mother made certain that all the mirrors were safely put away, and Narcissus grew strong and more beautiful that any other boy in the land. So often did people tell him how handsome he was that he began to think he must be someone truly special. Many were those who fell in love with the beautiful lad. Even when he was a baby his nurses swooned over him, and by his sixteenth birthday every man and woman in town pined for him. None of them however were good enough for him, he felt. One day his neighbor, Ameinias, could stand it no longer. With heart in hand, he told Narcissus how much he longed for him and asked him to be his lover. Narcissus said nothing, but merely sent a servant to deliver a dagger in response. Ameinias understood the meaning of the 'gift' and with that dagger took his own life. This brought down the wrath of the gods upon Narcissus and he was henceforth cursed to fall in love with the only one whom he could never have. Echo was a mountain nymph who had once served Zeus by distracting Hera with meaningless chatter whenever she came close to where the Thunderer was compromising his marriage vows. Echo's prattle gave Zeus's guests sufficient time to make their exits. When Hera discovered the wily goddess's ruse, she flew into a rage: "Henceforth that evil tongue will silent be! Except when spoken to, you shall not speak at all and then but brief noises." And so when Echo came upon Narcissus one morning as the youth was struggling with a deer he had just netted, she could only gaze and not speak. And gaze is what she did. Even among the deathless gods she had never seen his like. Hot desire coursed through her veins. How she longed to seduce the handsome youth with honeyed words, but she moved her lips in vain. Narcissus sensed her eyes upon him. "Who's there?" he called out. "There," answered Echo, who could only repeat what was spoken to her. "Let me see you" said the boy. "See you," said Echo. Momentarily intrigued, Narcissus then shouted, "What are you called?" "You called," the nymph replied. Then, unable to contain her ardor, she burst from her cover and threw herself, hot and panting upon the beautiful youth. Not unused to such behavior, Narcissus quickly freed himself from her embrace and fled posthaste deeper into the forest, leaving his nets behind. Echo followed after, trying to call out to calm his fears and disarm him, but no sounds came. The youth soon disappeared from her sight. For weeks the nymph wandered the forest in search of her beloved, sleeping little and eating nothing. Within a month of his escape from Echo, and in a secluded woods higher up Mount Helicon, Narcissus fell to his knees, exhausted from hunting and being hunted. In front of him was a deep, clear pool, the glassy surface of which so caught the light through the trees overhead as to become a perfect mirror. Narcissus had seen his shadow many times but never his reflection, Thus, when he leaned forward on his hands and knees and peered into the pool, he was startled by the image of unsurpassed beauty peering back at him. No face he had ever seen was like the one he now studied. For the first time in his life he fell in love. He brought his face down closer to kiss the youth and reached into the pool to embrace him. His lips and arms found only water. Although he quickly withdrew, the reflection was for a moment broken by ripples in the water. Thinking his beloved had fled from him as he himself was wont to do, Narcissus began to weep. Presently, the ripples died down and the beautiful face once again appeared. "Do not leave me, oh handsome friend," he pled. "Stay, my love." Again Narcissus reached down to touch the form in the water; again the image blurred when his hand broke the surface. Certain now his true love was forever lost to him, he tore at his hair and drew his nails slowly down across his throat. When he relented and the waters again cleared, the dear face reappeared, now battered and disheveled. The sight pained him until he wept. Nothing mattered to him save the elusive youth in the pool. Dawn's first light found him gazing intently into the water's clear depths. The face that slowly appeared was haggard and distraught. He reached his hand into the water to caress that cheek now most dear and his frustrations of the day before were renewed. Echo had finally become so thin that there was nothing left of her that any eye could discern. To this day she wanders mountains the world over, still looking for Narcissus. The rocky canyons and deep valleys are her home. One can call out to her, and if she is home, she will answer but only with the words spoken to her. By decree of Hera she can do no other. "I love you! I love you!", Narcissus shouted a thousand times into the pool. The face, like Echo's, moved its mouth but made no sound. Unwilling, unable to leave the pool's edge, Narcissus at length died there. His once beautiful countenance now twisted and grotesque. Mountain nymphs found him and would have buried him; but as they were preparing for the funeral, his body vanished, and where it lay a flower bloomed with golden petals tinged with white. ............................................................... After Robert Graves's Greek Mythology, and Donald Richardson, Great Zeus and All His Children, Greek Mythology for Adults, Greyden Press.